I’ve been doing a lot of research for my website today. Actually, the past few days. I can’t help but wonder if having my pin sold at the auction has something to do with my inability to stop obsessing about business stuff. Probably.
I’ve spent the past two days concentrating on SEO (search engine optimization), press kits, and press releases. I’ve also read a couple fashion mags this past week to make sure I’m on track with the latest trends. Looks like I am.
It doesn’t look like the site will be ready as soon as I had hoped, though I haven’t exactly communicated that wish to the woman working on my site. Mother’s Day is coming soon, so I should probably work on some ideas for that. I’m guessing it will be the first big jewelry holiday once the site is up and running for real. Not that I have any grandiose visions of the site immediately generating traffic, but it’s fun pretending.
It seems like I’ve been making improvements to the site forever. And yet, the whole time I’ve been improving it, it’s never been fully functional. How dumb. But I really think this time will be it.
Though I’ve technically been doing this for two years, it’s only now becoming real, and quite frankly, I’m feeling a little nervous about it. Excited, but nervous. Until now, it was just this thing I was dabbling in and planning to make a serious endeavor eventually. Well, eventually has arrived, and it’s time to take the next step.
I’ve taken another look at the business plan I wrote last summer. I don’t know if business plan it the right term. It’s basically a list of goals broken into phases detailing the things I hope to accomplish as the business grows. I decided to use phases rather than a timeline to allow myself some laziness flexibility. Afterall, this whole business thing IS cutting into my sitting-on-my-ass time. Because of that, there was a moment of disbelief when I realized I have just about completed Phase I (as soon as the site is functional), and I am already moving into Phase II.
Things have been moving at this sort of slow and steady pace for so long, I wonder if it will ever feel real. You know? Like, will I ever have that TA DA moment? I imagine myself some years from now moving along at this same slow and steady pace and missing the point at which I could call myself a success. I don’t necessarily expect to be successful, nor do I think getting there and missing it would be such a terrible thing. But it does make me wonder…
Would I be able to recognize my own success?
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